My little man <3

There's something about a beautiful baby boy in a diaper laying on your chest suddenly feeling better because he's resting on your chest that really gives you a sense of accomplisment <3 It's an amazing feeling knowing that beautiful little baby is here because of you :) I love my kids! It's amazing to know that there are four little people here because of me..and that some day those four little people are going to grow up and hopefully marry and make lots of little babies for me to love on. I've always looked at my grandparents who each had lots of kids..and I've looked around the room at the holidays when our whole family was there, and I've thought about how they were at the top of a pyrimid and there were so many people here and so much love coming from all those people. It's a very comforting thought knowing that some day it will be me sitting at the top of the pyrimid looking all around the room at all of the people there because of Tim and I's love <3

Today Tim's friend was leaving and I told Max to say 'bye' but I didn't think he really would, and then he waved! I was shocked :) And then we clapped for Max, and you could just see the pride beaming from his face. He started clapping for himself. Then I told him to point to Mommy and he did! And he clapped for himself. It was so cute seeing him clap for himself for doing smart things <3 I feel so bad for him right now though :/ He's got an ear infection AGAIN. He doesn't want to sleep, he hardly wants to eat. He's standing in his crib right now crying and I go up and get him and bring him down and let him lay on my chest and then he decides he wants to get down and it's really hard to get him comfortable on my chest again. I don't want to let him cry it out..so I guess I'm done with this blog. I feel like I haven't blogged in forever. Kind of writters block. But I really do have to go get him now..poor little man