a rough day :/

Today was a mixture of a very nice fun day, & a very stressful filled headache of a day :/

This morning we went to our playgroup gift exchange. It was so fun! I loved seeing all the little three and four years old exchange gifts :) Mikhail got a Mr. Potatoe head that also came with a potatoe dog & cat. He was so excited! And he met a little friend there, CJ, that he had a blast with. Makenna got a Princess & Frog HUGE coloring book...that came with over a hundred stickers...and wow she loves stickers! She loves the coloring book, and I was so happy :) She gave CJ the Cootie game, and Mikhail gave a little girl named Ava a memory game. They were both really happy with the games, and that was awesome! It was such a fun play date. I'm starting to get to know the moms, and it's getting to be a lot of fun.

Once we got home, I was so exhausted all the sudden. The kids were all ready for bed, so I laid them all down. Max did nothing but fuss the whole time. Maddy went to sleep with him crying in the room. So I brought Max in my room and tried to rest while he laid in bed and watched tv with me. He did, but by the time I got him settled down, the rest of them woke up :/ So no real rest for Mommy. Then I got a massive headache. I learned some things that were happening behind my back and it just really made me furious. I really don't understand why I always seem to be on the recieving end of everyones bullshit, even when I do nothing to deserve it. I don't even talk to these people...and they still go out of their way to do hateful things to me. I just really can't stand people...and it makes it hard to deal with the family when you are upset about things. I really sometimes just feel like deleting facebook, and changing my phone number and just not dealing with anyone any more. I know that's a shitty thing to say, but people are shitty :/

Anyways, well it's 630 and the kids are in bed for the night :) That should help the head ache.